Today has been an emotionally bumpy day and right before I blogged tonight, as I ate my dinner at the Crepevine on Fourth Street in downtown San Rafael, I once again had tears running down my face as I was trying to keep from crying into my food. I had...
Last night, I met a young 28 year-old woman and a transplant from Mesa, Arizona online. Her name is Annabella. Much to my chagrin, she replied to one of my personals ads I recently posted on Craigslist. She mentioned that she was temporarily staying with...
Happy Thanksgiving! That's what's at least on my mind, and perhaps on all of our minds as another year of autumn goodness enters our crazy lives, our minds, and our hearts. How well I know. I just got home from spending a week pursuing my first house...
It is late, my ears plugged up as I sit in the kitchen of the couple whose house I am sitting for during Thanksgiving week here in San Anselmo. I made and had a great dinner with enough for my dinner tomorrow night. I face a couple academic hurdles tomorrow...
The approaching holidays presents both a special and a lonelier time for me as I'm experiencing an increased busy schedule but also, a sense of greater internal sadness that I'm trying to figure out and make greater sense of. I think it's the fact that...
A lot is going on and hence the reason I haven't blogged in a few days. I realize that when push comes to shove, I have an almost scary combination of insight and drive to keep things moving and that seems to be what's happening now. A week before the...
Right now, I feel about as low as a person can feel. I've just been chewed out by my landlord Kate for not being the type of tenant she had wanted. She pretty much would have never rented a room to me if she had known I had Asperger's Syndrome. She has...
It is shortly after midnight and right now, all I wish I had was a large frozen margarita or a fruit-flavored beer and a naked woman in her twenties or thirties to cuddle in bed with. With enough alcohol to make me forget everything else. I don't want...
It is early Saturday morning and I am very upset. I feel like I have no talent anywhere. I spent $40,000 on an undergraduate music degree that got me nowhere. I spent years studying piano with a piano teacher I adored who failed to put me on the collegiate...
After yesterday's hectic pace with three classes, a voice recital and an abnormal psychology test, I was not only wiped out but not feeling well today. I woke up in the middle of the night with a throbbing sinus headache, used the restroom, and took two...
